Just when you think its over
Then comes another twist
Now you get the cold shoulder
It feels like shit, wish ya didn't exist
Now hold up partna just stay strong
Keep being you and nobody else
Evolve with the times and prove em wrong
Otherwise you may as well put that shit on the shelf.
Left field, track five
At this point I ask why am I alive?
Survival's a task and time passes you by
Seems unlimited but it's only sky high
Shit is unpredictable
I fear my actions have become too visceral
Lost my rational, is it time to get physical?
We all get sick of apathy and ridicule
But i'ma try to stay classy
They cant bring me down, that shit just passes me
I start to flush it out automatically
Ya skin gets thicker, you grow some anatomy
Throughout the years we all need some tweaks
The cycle of life, with these valleys and peaks
But you can try to equally see my POV
And maybe you'll remember what you first seen in me.
Just when you think......
Now I sit all alone
Consumed in thought, consumed in bein stoned
It's the only way I can deal
I tried to go without, I was ready to kill
Anyone who crossed me, I sound sucked in
U a mess when u need a certain drug to function
But yet it releases a wild endorphin
That keeps me morphin into the dopest wordsmith
Guess it's a blessing and a curse
And I guess that it could be worse
At least I ain't a fiend on crack or meth
But I ain't Mr. Clean, and i'm still a wreck
Not 2 proud 2 admit that I have my faults
As close to losin it as Japan to faults
But keep ya composure, do it for Darwin
Fuck closure, start survivng stop starvin!
Just when you think......
credits
from Acid Reflux,
released September 22, 2012
Produced by Sam Da Grouch for One Room Productions
The latest release from D.C. rapper Tef Wesley, featuring Grussle on production. Hard beats and tough rhymes that evoke 1990s hip-hop. Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 8, 2016